Post by B'kay on Jul 29, 2008 22:05:07 GMT -5
It was kind of M'kel to give out these scrolls. Goodness knows, when I have lucid thoughts, I really should write them down ... for retrieving them might not be so easy later on.
I can't help wondering, a hundred turns from now, if some unsuspecting explorer might run across these hides and be fascinated ... or perhaps horrified ... by the meandering minds of the historical heros of Pern. Will there be Thread then? Will there be dragons? There were no dragons in this time, till the renegades of Artemis came forward ... the renegades, that is, and the hopelessly lost. Pern without dragons. The thought makes me weep.
I'm having a good day. The problem with good days, of course, is that they make very clear just how bad the bad days are. The good days come more frequently now, and last longer, thanks to C'lyn and his medicines. Dear, dear C'lyn, I worry about him so. I adore him with all my soul, but alas, I feel that I've burdened him so heavily sometimes. On days like this, when my thoughts flow freely without running into dams and backlogs like they so often do, I wonder if I should suggest to him that he throw Greylith's next flight open. There are several young, attractive blue riders ... of both genders ... and brown riders as well, who would make far more -- desirable weyrmates than I.
But I think I know what his answer will be, for his affection is genuine, I've no doubt of that. In fact, I have to confess that I even love him. After R'gel's death so long ... so, so very long ... ago, I did not think I'd ever be able to say that again.
So different, those two. R'gel so taciturn, C'lyn so gentle. R'gel the warrior, C'lyn the healer. And yet, in many ways, alike.
And on good days, I wonder where my daughter is ... or was ... or how she died, for she certainly passed into the great Between hundreds of turns ago. And I remember my son, a bronzerider no less, who was taken, like his father, by the Plague. My shy boy, hiding behind his nurse mother's skirts, who impressed one of the boldest dragons ever hatched from an egg. And my grands ... my R'val and Derra, riders both.
Where did they go after their gram vanished from the Weyr? What did they do? Did they go on to great things, or, like so many at Artemis, did they wither in spirit with nothing to fight for?
Good days?
Perhaps I prefer the bad.
I can't help wondering, a hundred turns from now, if some unsuspecting explorer might run across these hides and be fascinated ... or perhaps horrified ... by the meandering minds of the historical heros of Pern. Will there be Thread then? Will there be dragons? There were no dragons in this time, till the renegades of Artemis came forward ... the renegades, that is, and the hopelessly lost. Pern without dragons. The thought makes me weep.
I'm having a good day. The problem with good days, of course, is that they make very clear just how bad the bad days are. The good days come more frequently now, and last longer, thanks to C'lyn and his medicines. Dear, dear C'lyn, I worry about him so. I adore him with all my soul, but alas, I feel that I've burdened him so heavily sometimes. On days like this, when my thoughts flow freely without running into dams and backlogs like they so often do, I wonder if I should suggest to him that he throw Greylith's next flight open. There are several young, attractive blue riders ... of both genders ... and brown riders as well, who would make far more -- desirable weyrmates than I.
But I think I know what his answer will be, for his affection is genuine, I've no doubt of that. In fact, I have to confess that I even love him. After R'gel's death so long ... so, so very long ... ago, I did not think I'd ever be able to say that again.
So different, those two. R'gel so taciturn, C'lyn so gentle. R'gel the warrior, C'lyn the healer. And yet, in many ways, alike.
And on good days, I wonder where my daughter is ... or was ... or how she died, for she certainly passed into the great Between hundreds of turns ago. And I remember my son, a bronzerider no less, who was taken, like his father, by the Plague. My shy boy, hiding behind his nurse mother's skirts, who impressed one of the boldest dragons ever hatched from an egg. And my grands ... my R'val and Derra, riders both.
Where did they go after their gram vanished from the Weyr? What did they do? Did they go on to great things, or, like so many at Artemis, did they wither in spirit with nothing to fight for?
Good days?
Perhaps I prefer the bad.